faith

faith is a very fragile thing. you cannot cling very hard on faith, it turns into an obsession, and then it shatters away because we lose the essence of it . and u cannot even let it slip away. ur own essence falls apart.

so what is the precarious balance that we must find between the two.
why is it that we always need something to hold on . Is it a need to rationalise belongingness or vanity of our greedy conscious to find purpose. to root ourself to a stable ground, which could be anything, from our own hopes or some one else's, we constantly weave a yarn of self consoling virtuousity that mingles with our innate instincts , gives meaning to infliction of fanatic righteousness that gives us meaning and earth to hold on and find our own paths.

so we find faith as a to strengthen it, but then loose sands dont form formidable castles. an ounce of doubt, little contradiction, and faith is lost.